So I'm sitting at a coffee shop in Barcelona and this old man walks in with his dog... and a young male walks in after him and they sit right by me...
They start chatting... how was your day blah blah blah.... and I see the old man pulling out his juana... and this fella lights up... like HE LIGHTS UP...
I was so shocked... like I never imagined old peeps just lighting up like its 1965 :'D
Anyway...
It seems as though even if it is a painting, tattooes and female nudity attracts me... (lol hi mum :P)
These are just some photos from the coffee shop that I'm at.. and when I say coffee shop.. I means COFFEE SHOP ;)
So anyway, lets get sentimental, as you may now know that I am highly expressive human being and emotions must be released otherwise we go crazy...
So lately I've just been shutting down on and off. It might be because of ms mary jane but because we do not know for sure, lets just say lifes been handing me lemons.. and no I've not been making lemonade, more like squeezing lemon juice into my eyes...
And so I decided to like just give myself sometime and I started realizing that I was feeling a type of way because I was not sharing my thoughts and feelings like I should and usually do... you know, so like everything becomes bottled and you dont know how to allocate specific sentiments and its ephemeral... no?
Luckily, a huge part of a quarter of my problems was attended to... a person reached out to me seeking answers initially provoking me to release all the bottled up sentiments, which was a great thing... cos now I feel like thats out of the way you know...
Anyway, so I'm just like on earth.. to kinda figure it out as I go along if you know what I mean.. I feel like everyone has just conformed to society's BULLSHIT rules, and everyone is expected to know what they want right here and now.. I'm just like fuck you... fuck YOUR society, cos I'm creating my own that doesnt exist.... :D
Addicted to Life
Leena Nikole
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